Well not much has been going on here at the Griffin household. The kids and I have been sick with this awful cough and running nose. I must say this is the worse I have felt in a long time.
Josh started working at the street dept, someone offered to trade him and he took them up on their offer.
I've been feeling pretty good otherwise. You know people ask me at least 15 times a week so how do you feel. I know they are just concerned and I don't want to be rude, so I just say pretty good and go on. I really want to say I don't want to talk about it, I am so sick of being sick. I pray everyday that God will heal me and I won't have to have the transplant. I know he is the only want that can do that and I know we aren't suppose to question, but I just want to know why me? What have I done? I mean over the past 5 years Josh and I have had our fair share of heart ache. I mean when the twins were born we didn't know if Alex would even make it and I look at him today and see what a miracle he is. Then I look back at the first time I got sick and then this second time, I should have went to the doctor sooner, maybe I wouldn't have gotten so sick. Then I think it was going to happen anyway. I would not wish this on anyone. And I know God will heal me if it is in his plan, I just have wait and see. Pray for me and let me allow him to be in control. Thanks for listening.
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